Frustrated

I am beyond frustrated with this diagnosis. I was doing fine eating the same breakfast for many days and now suddenly can’t eat it. My fasting glucose won’t budge. I can’t eat grains, oatmeal, rice, too many vegetables, or fruit. But I could eat Culver’s chicken strips and cheese curds without spiking my numbers 🙄

I am really discouraged. Everyone says “just get on the medication”, not understanding that means I risk out of my birth center that I already paid thousands for, so a hospital bill on top of that isn’t ideal.....and I have INTENSE anxiety about giving birth at the hospital. I hate this.