Well, I guess I’ll start from the beginning. My father was an alcoholic. One Christmas morning my father was drunk so my mother came up with a sick twisted plan. She called the police and made up a whole story just to lock up my dad. He finally got released today but because of this stupid restraining order shit, I can’t see him. My boyfriend has been very supportive through all of this but here’s the thing. He’s a fucking angel who never does anything to upset anyone and I’m over here where my last thought is always “fuck it.” If my bf is busy, I degrade myself by doing drugs and alcohol. My mother being the cunt she is, doesn’t notice that this is effecting all of us and that she could’ve just divorced my dad. SOMEONE FUCKING HELP ME!