Birth Control Sos

So, a couple months ago I got the birth control implant Nexplanon in my arm. I was in a year and 8 month relationship and we were having sex. Mind you, I’m 17 years old. But, he recently broke up with me. He’s blocked on damn near everything and i’d love to get back with him, but I don’t think he wants to. So, my question is, should I take my birth control out? I don’t plan on having sex with anyone else because i’m so insecure and it just wouldn’t be possible.

I literally woke up today with pimples all over my used to be clear face. Ever since birth control I felt different, my mentality changed and I’m not the person I used to be. After birth control, I was put onto antidepressants because it got so bad. I’ve gained over 50 pounds on it also. But, what if he wants to be with me again... then we’ll have to go back to condoms if I take it out! I’m so confused! Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks 💗