WHY DONT GUYS LIKE ME?!?!

Before I say anything, I did have a boyfriend for 3 weeks and I thought I really liked him, but then I realized that my feelings for him weren’t real. I thought I tricked myself into liking him because I started to notice signs that he liked me. I basically unknowingly forced myself to like someone so I could have a boyfriend. Valentine’s Day passed already and it kinda sucked. My sister has a boyfriend who treats her so well and loves her so much. So when I saw what he made her for Valentine’s Day, I just felt worse.

What is wrong with me?! I’m energetic and sometimes annoying, but that’s because I have ADD and can’t control it well. Am I just not pretty enough?

This is me with only mascara on. I’m sick of seeing my friends and their partners and being jealous. I can’t figure out why I don’t have a crush on anyone or why no one has a crush on me. I feel like I’m never going to find someone who is going to love me for who I am. I feel like I’m going to die alone. Please help me!