I always had a plan of what I wanted to do as my career, but now I’m reaching the age of 25, I’m in and out of work due to endometriosis and honestly I have no clue what I want to do. I feel like the endo has damaged my self worth, confidence and has taken away any hopes that I had of doing the career I had originally wanted as I end up having to take so much time off of work. I don’t even enjoy my original career choice any more. I get crippling anxiety about going to work and dealing with the endo at the same time. I cannot deal with the humiliation of bleeding through my clothes because it’s decided to act up yet again. I am just at a complete loss. I feel like these days I am just a shadow of my former self and I don’t know how to move forward. Money struggles are hitting me hard as from time off and loosing jobs. My doctors just don’t know how to treat this disease and I just don’t know what I love any more.