Zero symptoms

Today I am 4w2d. Because I'm 36, have Type 1 diabetes and have had 2 miscarriages I am considered high risk. I have my first US on Monday (I will be 4w6d). This is my husband's first pregnancy (you know what I mean). I honestly have ZERO symptoms except my blood sugars have been noticeably different. I've sort of accepted the fact that this baby may not stick so I don't feel anxious or nervous anymore (for now at least). My MIL is super excited (she sobbed buckets when we told her) and I've told her about my 2 losses and that I'm not getting too excited about it yet but I feel bad for not being too excited. I had cramps/pressure last week after I got my BFP and I was tired for like 2 days last week but now I keep reading everyone saying they have all the symptoms and I'm just sort of over here like 🤷‍♀️