Lost and feeling so alone

Several weeks ago I posted that I was pregnant, happy and on cloud 9, tried so hard for it, last week was murder on my heart, went to my checkup and dr informed me that babies heartbeat had stopped I was 9 weeks pregnant, I felt like my world came crashing down around me. I have a great and supportive partner who not only cried with me but held me tight and told me it’s not your fault, I don’t know how not to blame myself. This week went back to get medication to force and miscarriage, so many emotions so much pain, and the weekend is not going to be much fun, as I’ll be laura up in bed, dealing with the loss and passing of my child.

Even though I have a great support unit, and know I’m loved by so many, I still feel so lost and so alone, I feel like I’m in a dark room crying out for help! Time to make that call to see someone and talk about all the feelings I’m going through....😭😭😢😢😭😭😢😢💔💔💔💔💔