Boyfriend doesn’t go down on me

Emily

So I’ve been dating this guy for a little over 9 months and (yes, I kept track) he has ate me out 4 times. One of those times was 69 so it doesn’t necessarily count. I have wanted to ask him to go down on me for such a long time but I can’t work up the courage to ask. I don’t know how to ask him because what if my pussy just smells bad or something? 😩 I mean I try to eat healthy and I shave down there so idk. I go down on him a lot because I enjoy it and honestly sometimes just so maybe he will return the favor but that never happens. Idk if I should say “is there a reason you don’t go down on me” or “I’d love it if you we t down on me more”? I could do it in either a non-sexual context or a sexual one. I don’t want to pressure him into it if it’s something he doesn’t want to do but it’s kinda awkward asking for it? I get nervous that my labia is too big or weird and I know everyone’s is different but shit i feel vulnerable when he’s down there! So asking makes me nervous. Anyways what do you guys think?