So today’s my birthday. I’m 21 so i feel like it’s one of those birthdays (16,18,21,etc) that is supposed to be a big deal. So obviously I’m pregnant so I can’t drink but I figured i could go out with some friends or see my family for a little bit or even go out to dinner with my boyfriend.

So my boyfriend decided to get mad last night and 9/10 were literally perfect for each other but there’s that 1/10 where I literally want to just never talk to him again. Anyways, he decided to get mad at me and said some pretty hurtful things. I kind of just brushed it off and figured we’d talk about it in the morning after he was done cooking down and had some time to gather his own thoughts.

And it didn’t work out that way. He’s normally very apologetic the morning after, hell, even seconds after most of the time. But this morning, my birthday, he kept on with his yelling and just being a total ass.

He hasn’t said happy birthday or hasn’t given me anything. I realize that we’re having a baby together and I realize that a baby is literally gonna be the greatest gift we’ve ever gotten each other but if he was gonna be an ass, at least buy me some chocolates and apologize.

So normally my birthdays have been pretty bad growing up. Normally I would get yelled at by my step mom or get into a fight with a friend, not the best kind of stuff that happens on your birthday. So I figured, this year wouldn’t be much different but at least I’d be able to celebrate it as a mother and with my boyfriend, which is all I ever wanted.

So my boyfriend hasn’t said happy birthday to me, and to make it all worse, neither has a single on of my friends or family members. Not even my mom or dad.

I guess I was just really hoping for this day to be amazing and great but all morning, I’ve wanted to cry and curl up in a ball on our bed and lock the door. Am I overreacting? Or would you guys want to cry and curl up in a ball too?