Tell me your symptoms at or when you were 5+3!

Please ease my mind! I’ve had 4 early losses and completely on edge all the damn time. The mornings are worse because I feel less symptoms. Or when I get a sharp pain in my stomach I think it’s over. 😭 the only thing I’m holding onto right now is the fact that boobs are still larger than normal. I do have 1 more hpt left but can’t bring myself to do it. I last tested Wed and had a super dark dye stealer but of course dreamt last night that it was much lighter than the control.