Sad and discouraged

Hannah
I know this is pathetic but I'm feelin very miserable and down right now. Not sure why I wanted to get pregnant. I'm not feeling any sort of joy or glow, just very discouraged after being continuously miserable for the past 6 weeks. It's now starting to affect the hubby. I know he's frustrated with my moodiness and constant sickness. Mood swings, nausea, constipation and general misery. I'm just so discouraged. The baby isn't real I me yet just feels like an alien has taken over. I feel so terrible for thinking this way. This baby is a gift from God and I'm glad that we got pregnant but just struggling to find any joy through the misery right now. Any advice would be appreciated!