Im the person on the back burner

So my dad's been trying to plan to go look at cars with me for the past 2 almost 3 weeks. This is the second time where we have made plans A WEEK ahead of time and this is the second time hes been to busy. The car place is closed so that makes me feel better, we wouldnt have been able to go today anyway. But its the fact im always an after thought even if fucking plans were made.

Im so fucking tired of being put on the back burner. My WHOLE fucking life ive ALWAYS been put on the back burner. "Oh its just jasmine" "jasmine doesnt have an opinion" fuck you guys. Fucking tired of this shit. And its my family thats the fucking problem yet they cant recognize that.