Never in the mood

Lulu

So I’m 10 weeks pp, EBF and haven’t gotten my period. I barely get down time between my baby and toddler and when I do get downtime my husband is all over me. I sometimes give in because I want to make him not feel rejected but I’m always so dry and quite frankly it’s embarrassing (we use lube but I have to reapply it so much). My husband begs for it all day and I keep turning him down and it makes me feel terrible (I know it makes him feel terrible as well). My hormones aren’t normal and I’m just never horny 😢😢 We do foreplay and such but I just can never get wet. I just want to relax in my downtime I just can’t muster it up to get aroused. Anyone else like this? It’s really bringing me down, my husband always pouts and doesn’t talk to me for a while after I reject him. UGHHHH