I'm done! It ain't easyy...

I don't know where to start at all. I married the LOML (love of my life) back in 2012. We always wanted kids it took us a long ass time to conceive my first. After so many tests and treatments I was diagnosed with PCOS and told by many docs i couldn't have kids. His family (in our culture it happens) wanted us to be over it broke my heart.

Anyways .. we gave up and focused on our self and kept fighting for US with all the family drama. At times we almost gave up cus of all the stupid stress that was coming in the way.. And BAM I got pregnant on my own after so many years of trying... so we had unprotected sex after conceiving my first baby! .. got pregnant right away again..and again lol now I am blessed with 3 baby BOYS love them! But my last baby i was done. Who's only 2months old.

pregnancy isn't easy... raising a kid isn't easy alone having 3 kids under the age of 3 is hard! But my husband is askin for one last one omg I thought we were done. He really wants a girl 😆..I told him I wanted kids back to back and be done when we got pregnant with my 3rd and we discussed it and that was our last one. But now he's saying one more lol .. I guess I just needed to write this somewhere baby fever sucks!!!!!!

I was suppose to get on birth control now what the hell do I do????? Ugh anyone in a similar situation..is it hard going from 3 kids to 4kids. Also mind you I wanted at least 4 to 5kids when we started trying for our 1st but it ain't easy haha.