I’m 17 and I’ve been through a lot of shit in my life with family and mates and relationships that I am extremely insecure and I didn’t ever love myself. I have always hated my face and body. I compared myself to other girls and always judged myself. But for the past year I have been working on myself my body my health and everything. I work out everyday I go on walks few days a week. I est healthy. I eat junk food every Sunday. And I don’t really have any family. I’ve only got a few mates. They are supportive and always there for me. And then it all went down today. Today is the worst. So I’m two days late for my period which I’m never late. And I’m a virgin so no I’m not pregnant haha. So I’m more emotional and grumpy then ever and I’m not having a good day so I decided to put up a poll on snap to see who’s free this week. Haven’t seen much of my mates lately to I’ve been busy and so have they. And then this shit happened

Now I feel extremely worthless and all the shit I’ve been trying to work on this year to love myself. It just all fell apart. See I haven’t been bullied in years. I forgot how worthless and shit that u feel when people say and do crap to u. I was already feeling like crap and now I feel worse. I haven’t stoped crying in two hours and I haven’t left the couch for two hours. I’ve been curled up in a blanket on the couch crying with my kitten and dog. Honestly I hate myself even more I feel so worthless and I can’t believe there are people in this world trying to rip people to shreds. I have never felt this shit in my whole life.