I lost my baby girl, Starlight, about 3 months ago. It still doesn’t feel real. I don’t remember a point when I didn’t have her in my life. She was 16 so we got her when I was 4. She was a love bug and always wanted attention. She knew when I was having an anxiety/panic attack, depressive episode, or just bad day. She would cry at my door until I let her in and as soon as I did she would hop into my lap to make herself comfortable and me stop what I was doing. When I was in a panic state she would sleep on my chest and purr. Vibrations against my chest are one of the only ways I can calm down- think of the feeling when you’re at a concert and the music is so loud you can feel it throughout your body - she helped me so much. It’s become very hard without her, I’ve had many more panic and anxiety attacks since she passed but I know she’s not in pain anymore and I know she’s still causing trouble around the house. I still sometimes feel her little paws hop up on my side while I’m laying in bed,,, 😓 I miss her everyday. Anyway, here’s an example of her asleep on my chest, aka her favorite napping spot. 💔