Scared FTM

At the end of next month we'll be bringing our newborn son home (adoption)

We have everything we need for him basically.

I feel soooo ready. But I'm also absolutely terrified.

I've never taken care of a newborn before.

I feel like he'll be handed to me in the hospital and I'll have no idea what I'm doing.

Or that I'll have no idea what I'm doing when I get home.

Someone mentioned something to me before about boiling bottles?

I'm so excited and overjoyed..but I feel like my maternal instincts haven't kicked in..and I feel like I have zero maternal knowledge. 😭😭😭😭

Help🙃