Not Ready For a Baby

I’m just coming here for some comfort. I want a baby so badly, but my boyfriend and I are being careful because neither of us are at a point in life where we could care for a baby the way we want to (we’re both still in college and don’t have much money of our own). That doesn’t mean I don’t desperately want one.

Last night I had a dream that he knew I was pregnant even before I did lol. It was confusing but sweet to hear him talk about our baby and have him rubbing my belly.

Needless to say, I was really sad when I woke up and realized that I’m not pregnant and probably not going to have a baby for a few more years. I have such terrible baby fever y’all and it’s making me comically SAD