I can't be the only one that finds making mom friends to be such an awkward task.

Yes, I'm pretty socially awkward and the idea of making new friends is terrifying. Like, awkward silences scare me so much, whenever I hang out with someone new, I'm panicking every time it gets quiet, trying to fill awkward silences. To the point that it isn't even fun for me. How the heck do I get passed this?? I would love to have a friend that has a baby my son's age so that they can hang out while we hang out! But it seems impossible when making friends is this hard. 🙃