A little something to ponder....updated...

Needing a little advice ...so...back in july i had three positive pregnancy test. No insurance and no money kept me from going to the doctor to confirm. First, let me start with this. I took over 100 test between may and july and when I got a positive on these I couldn't on any other. So I assumed I would just be turned away looking like a fool. So I havent gonr to the doctor. I kept track of the hcg by repeating test which kept getting lighter and lighter. And more negstive....if that's possible!

However, since then my belly has continued to grow. ...wth?

My S.O thinks he feels movement while I am asleep and I have noticed my belly doing flips and jumps as well as feeling all sorts of other movement. I just dust it off as gas or poop. But unless I havent pooped in 6 months that is literally not possible.

All classic symptoms, so I will not list them.

But I'm 44...so here is my question. Concern....

Genetic issues can cause hcg not to rise.

And the whole cryptic pregnancy thing which I dont believe wholly....

And so many other issues.

But ladies something is up here.

I have not had a true period only break through spotting here and there...

What I'm asking is has anyone looked like this in five months and it be something else....

I'm exploring all possibilities! Dr appnt. Wednesday. But honestly I'm a little freaked out.

The pictures I am showing will be my changes in order from sept 18 2019 till today. Of myself and my change..

Ladies I eat healthy and I do not live on junk food so there is no explanation of me going from 127 to 153 in five. months.

The last are the pregnancy test from our first positive to my last ones.

Please no negativity. I'm stressed enough trying to decide my next move.

This picture taken mid September 2019

This photo in December...not much difference, but def something going on!

Ok so because I out grew my regular clothes boyfriend bought me mommy Jean's

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Aka bibs...

Aka comfortable!!!!

Still growing!

Here we are same bibs just in January!

And whew weee! I'm really getting winded at this point! But let's continue!

End of January first of February here is this...

And then we have current...right now! With this next picture!

Ok now to give a show of test pictures you will see first the top "positive " ones.

Then you will see others appear negative nothing "positive" since....

This one was super faint in person didnt show on camera very well.

Barely there this was before my move ...a very stressful point in my life

And then october comes and were still showing negative.....but my belly continues to defy science.

I dont want to look like one of those crazy ladies who thinks shes been pregnant with twins for three years ...but I'm looking for any insight , advice, experience, before I go to the doctor ....I'm not expecting anything good at this rate. So please help me stay calm.

☆☆☆Update☆☆☆

So due to a medical emergency with a family member I was not able to make our appointment in wednesday.

Now since I am a pee on a stick freak. I am still testing to see if anything at all shows up..

In this first picture, you will see a test taken Wednesday evening. Tuesday I was so sick and threw up all day..nothing would stay down. So I thought why not.

I'm pretty sure. I see something super duper faint here...but then again...I'm not sure. Here is this one

You will have to click on the picture to see the full thing.

☆☆☆then this morning ☆☆☆

I dont see anything.

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