An emotional day and not knowing what’s ahead

I surprised myself this morning and started crying when my husband asked how I was doing. AF came yesterday.

I'm not emotional because I’m not pregnant yet. I think I can have a fulfilling life no matter what happens.

What's stressing me out is the unknown and the waiting. Is my body about to go through a complete transformation or not? Will our lives be turned upside down by bringing a kid into the world or will we stay a family of two?

It's hard to not know what's ahead and when, especially for such a big thing.

Anyone else relate to the most stressful part being that you don’t know what’s ahead?