I’ve been feeling like I’ve been still for the last few days like I feel as though I’m stuck in this one place while the world is moving around me and I don’t know what to do it’s like I’m in a black hole that’s sucking me into this feeling of desperation and helplessness and I really just feel like I have no one at all I’ve tried talking, crying, and begging for my parents to listen to me but it just falls on short ears school sont much better so I’m just isolated I feel numb to everything that I should feel happy about or even sad I fear that in time I won’t feel anything at all and I’m scared I have no idea what to do I’m trapped in this sport that causes me so much anxiety and frustration that it’s sometimes paralyzing but it seems no one cares they only care about the results It’s to the point where I have purposely injured my foot just to get out of going anywhere near my karat is area. What do I do IV tried everything I really have but I’m constantly told that I have gift and I’m going to use no matter the issue