Pain 💔

I was with my X for 4 years and he both decided to end it. I guess things didn’t work out. The love just wasn’t there anymore. That breakup really hurt me. I thought about all the time and money and emotions I’ve invested into. That shit hurt me to the core bc he was all I ever wanted. I wanted to marry him and have kids with him and just be happy together but I guess not. I turned to an alcoholic to keep my mind off the pain. Each sip felt soooo good down my throat. Alcohol helped me not think of the pain. Getting drunk and going to bed helped me to sleep at night. That happened in December... It’s the last day of February and here I am still stuck in the pain. How can I just forget someone who I’ve loved for years??? I try and try my best. I’ve become and insomniac and alcohol. I know one day I will get over it BUT WHEN!! I honestly have no friends and no one to cry to about my pain.

Sooo Ladies,

How do you guys get over a heartbreak and what advice can I get from you guys to help me not think of the hurt...