so i know that when deciphering your sexuality you shouldn’t turn to other people, but i just need some thoughts from others. growing up, i wouldn’t say i had “crushes” on other girls, but i definitely did the whole “wow she’s so pretty and funny and nice i want to be her best friend” and i would get nervous around girls that i thought were pretty. i didn’t think of it as having a crush tho. to this day, as a freshman in college, i just have never fully vibed with boys and i’ve never come close to having any sort of boyfriend. i’ve kissed boys and some other stuff but i’ve never had sex with a guy. any time i’ve done anything with a guy, i feel nothing but bored and kind of want it to be over. i’ve never been with a girl, so i can’t decide if it’s ok to say that i like girls if i’ve never actually been with a girl. i’m also absolutely terrified at the idea of coming out. does anyone relate to this? what do you think it could mean for my sexuality? anything will help🤗🤗