I am a terrible mother

I ran out of patience today. My 2yo daughter has been throwing tantrums for every little thing.. take a bath? Sure. Won’t come out though.

Won’t get dressed.

Won’t take of dirty shoes.

Won’t stay inside when it’s cold outside.

Fights me, scratches me.

I finally collapsed and yelled at her. My throat is sore from all the yelling. I am just so fed up with the tantrums. Everything has to be her way. She won’t listen to me. I let her cry out. It doesn’t help.

I am SO SO SOO upset. She tried smiling at me to make me feel better, but then went back to being a diva. Today has been the worst day. I love her with all my heart, but I don’t want to see her right now. She’s the cutest when she tries to be ‘nice’ to get my attention back. But for some reason I don’t want it. I built a wall and I don’t want to let go. I am so fed up.