Etopic pregnancy

Almost one week out from not being pregnant. At 6 weeks I was diagnosed with having an ectopic pregnancy and luckily had the surgery before it ruptured. The doctor and nurses said it was better that it happened so early in the pregnancy. I feel major guilt over being so sad and depressed over it. I have an awesomely wonderful 2 year old son already so I should be glad I was able to have a child at all...my husband and I have been trying for the last year and I was very surprised when I saw the double lines on the pregnancy test. It's still very raw but I'm over the "you're still young you can try again" from people. I'm trying to put a brave face on for my son but I'm not as okay as I pretend to be over this loss. I'm disappointed in my body, I feel like a failure and I just want to wake up and not be in pain physically or mentally.