I've been wearing one pair of trousers since I started bloating really badly during this pregnancy, nothing will contain it or help me bloat less, that pair of trousers the last pair that fit (I've busted buttons on almost every other pair of jeans and other trousers I own do not fit) have ripped just this morning. Mad dash round the local town center to find none of the shops have in-store maternity ranges only online. Had clothes coming today but they're now delayed and now I have nothing to wear for my birthday tomorrow. I'm so angry and upset. I cannot believe this happened and I cannot rectify it.

****I know there's starving children and people who don't have clothes and I donate money and clothes and food to charities every opportunity I have but right now this is important to me and it's the thing that's making me feel depressed and fat and awful and I have every right to feel upset about it.****