As I'm getting closer to my due date. There's heaviness on my heart. My mom has been given a week to live. Her health has been declining since 2007. For the last 6 years she's been living with me and my husband. October 31 2019 she went to the hospital again. Found out she has kidney failure, along with everything else she has been dealing with. February my husband and I took a baby moon and his mom was at our house with the two kids. My mom went back to the hospital to fix her kidney tube since it wasn't draining in the bag, instead it was coming out her back. She called me to say there gonna do testing cause her heart wasn't doing good. So now they might out in a pacemaker. Well February 22nd when my husband and I were on our baby moon, my mom had a stroke in the back of her brain. Her brain is now working at 20% and so is her heart. My aunt and I decided that we will take her off dialysis and do a pain care only. We took the kids in (they're 4 and 3) to see her last night to say our goodbyes. I've always updated the kids on Grammys health since she lived with us. They understand that she's really sick and going to die. My son who is 4, told Grammy last night "this is where you get your wings and fly to heaven" I lost it. I'm 33 weeks on Wednesday and I'm having a hard time. It's her birthday month, so is my son's birthday month. She wont be here for my baby shower and I'm at the point where I dont want one. I'm so heart broken that I dont want to see anyone. I dont want to give birth and have her not be there. 💔💔