I love that I'm pregnant (took us almost 4 years to get here) but I hate the constant worrying!

I'm 14 weeks tomorrow so decided that I was ready to get a massage. I don't really have a bump yet... pretty much bloat at fat at the point, and I'm still sleeping on my stomach at night, so I decided to do the same for my massage.

Now I'm so nervous that I made a bad choice and something is going to go wrong, even though I've looked online and everything says that massage is perfectly safe in the second trimester and even can be in the first trimester.

Why am I so crazy?!