Help! TMI

Becca

Ok so what do I do? I’ve already spoken to the doctor and I have an appointment on Thursday. Anyways so I went to the bathroom (had to go #2) well I do and I’m pushing and I had a sharp pain in my vagina. I didn’t think anything of it. Well I go to wipe and I see a few red spots and I thought oh no that must of been a big one and it cut me somehow. Anyways so I go to wipe the front and I look and it was light pink. At this point I’m in shock and I didn’t know what to do so I instantly stand up and look in the toilet thinking I just pushed my baby out I’m balling my eyes out. Mind you I’m only 8 weeks and 2 days. With my first son I didn’t bleed at all. So this has me panicking. All the lady at the doctors office said was lay down and try to relax till Thursday and if it gets to be dark red go to the ER. WHAT! How can a women relax when she is an over thinker. I have a billion things going threw my mind right now. My boyfriend says just lay down and take a nap then watch a movie and I’m like.....no I need to see if my baby is ok. What do I do.... any words of wisdom?