To everyone who is dealing with something that is heavily on their minds lately I pray you find peace. For everyone who's lost a baby, miscarriage, ectopic pregnancy, and or just havent been able to get their BFP then I am praying for yall. DONT lose hope. I just recently lost twins and a fallopian tube due to ectopic pregnancy and it was the worst thing I ever experienced. 9 days past surgery and my mind is so clear. I am lucky to be alive with my circumstances and I am BLESSED to share my love with you all. I am bi polar with PCOS and infertility. I have to take medicines to get pregnant. I also have to diet and keep my weight down which is hard. I lost my dad and uncle this year on top of my twins. I just thank God their peepaw is in heaven waiting to love them until I get there. On my dark days I just sleep and I get it! Everyone has those days! I really wish every single one of you pregnancy dust, peace of mind, and would like to let everyone know my messages are always open to you guys at any time! I tend to be told I am easy to talk to and I tend to give pretty decent none judgement advice. Good luck ladies! Keep your head up and your feet down.