Hard days

(Excuse my language)

I’m feeling so depressed this past week, and completely stressed out. I suffer from auditory hallucinations and lately they’ve been getting worse and worse. I can’t talk to anyone about it because no one can understand or it’s just bullshit to them. It makes me feel so alone and such a burden and that’s all they say to me. All they tell me are my flaws, my looks, calling me a piece of shit over and over again, telling me how worthless I am to everyone in my life, etc. they usually don’t bother me, but this week has been a hard week for me and they’re getting to me. I just can’t talk to anyone about it because it’s just bullshit to them, but it’s reality for me.

It just fucking sucks how alone I actually am.