Sometimes I wish I had someone to talk to about being sad. On the outside I don’t really show I’m upset. I don’t know if you’re supposed to reach out to people. But honestly from the 3 years I’ve been in high school I’ve learned that people don’t really give a shit if you’re sad or not. I try to act as happy as I can but sometimes I feel like I’m not even in my body. I don’t know if I’m hoping for somebody to notice but would that even make a difference? I could get all the attention, the analyzations, and the fixations but I still would not know how to deal with it. I don’t think I could ever get a therapist because quite frankly I don’t want to.