I live in Hawaii I am in 11th grade, and I just dropped out of public school because of the education system, stress, heat, ghetto ness, fights, anxiety and people, I got bullied a lot for being skinny and I just couldn’t take it anymore, my friends were extremely toxic and always dragged me down, I just didn’t fit in and I would cry almost everyday after school. My mom and dad have been looking into buying a house in Rhode Island for five years ,A year ago my mom and dad said (while I was depressed about school) “you know what that’s it, we’re gonna go there when Tara’s in 12th grade so she can graduate from a good school” and ever since then they kept saying that, but these past months that idea has so disappeared and I’ve been begging them for me to just move there since a lot of our family is there and they keep telling me it’s not gonna happen. They put this idea in my head for a long time, and now I feel betrayed. I’m telling them I can stay with my nana and go to school with my cousin who is a grade below me. But she tells me my nana doesn’t want me there, I’m too much of a responsibility and my nana is a nervous wreck. I told her I could even stay in a apartment or something and do whatever it takes! She just won’t listen. She also said I couldn’t go to a public school in Rhode Island because I won’t have enough credits since my “homeschool” doesn’t have any credits. So maybe over the summer I have to do summer school to get into the twelfth grade, and I CANT AND I WONT DO 11TH GRADE OVER AGAIN, I’m mature and have the education of a twelfth grader it isn’t fair! I didn’t know this homeschool wasn’t credited, and I have credits from the public school I just got out of this semester. I don’t know how it works! I wish I was 18, I should just be able to be happy. My anxiety disorder, depression, ptsd and all that is enough why can’t it just be easy and having me be set up for success and happiness. Please help me. I have no one. I stopped going to my therapist. My friends are always busy. I’m stressed out with homeschool Work that doesn’t even benefit me, what do I do. My family is toxic, fights are everyday I fit in way better in the mainland.