Hey everyone,

Im new here🤩

So exited to be a part of this awesome community!

i would like to share my birth story, so if it might bring some hope for even one person here i see it as a success 💪.

My husband and i are both not very healthy. My husband suffered 2 heart attacks and i had CIN 2, for those who might not know ill explain:CIN 2 is usually caused by certain types of human papillomavirus (HPV) and is found when a cervical biopsy is done. CIN 2 is not cancer, but may become cancer and spread to nearby normal tissue if not treated.

Unfortunately mine wasn’t treated at the right time and it was my second surgery.

As you see guys, we had to got pregnant, and as sooner the better.

I discover my first pregnancy very soon after we started to try.

Its been a month and I’ve already got the 2 stripes 🙃.

We were so damn happy that we going to have a baby, my husband was shocked, that it worked😅!

We tolled everyone in our family started to dream about names, baby’s sex and so on.

I was working on Hi-tech firm back then, and for some reason i decided not to share the news at work yet.

Well our joy was huge, but at the beginning of third month i lost my baby.

I was working at a conference, and feeling awful all day long.

I got home early and went straight to bed, i was trying to get some sleep ,i felt this horrible pain, and then i saw the blood.

I was horrified calling my husband, meanwhile getting on a taxi to the hospital,crying. It was long 6 hours..

And we got the news no parent want to hear ever.

I got home, i felt so empty inside, i couldnt stop crying all night.

my husband was destroyed, he tried to encourage me, but i could tell he has no words to say that’ll calm me , or him.

3 month passed, we decided to give it another shot.

We got married in 🇸🇨 Seychelles, a great place to spend the honeymoon if you ask me😂, and at the first week we got home I discovered that i am pregnant!!

Ohhhh the joy we experienced , it couldn’t be more exited for us!

This time we stayed skeptic and quiet.

I was sure that this pregnancy wont last, i was so scared it’ll end up like the previous one.

But hey, theres a limit of bad luck a person can absorb don’t you think guys?

I sure thought that. And indeed the pregnancy went well.

Until week 32.

Then we got the news.

“You’ll have to get him out” the doctors said to me.

Of course i thought and giggled between myself and i, how else would he get out?!

“Im serious, the baby is IUGR” he continued.

Silence. What the hell is IUGR?!

Well the answer came from the doc-IUGR,refers to poor growth of a fetus while in the mother's womb during pregnancy. The causes can be many, but most often involve poor maternal nutrition or lack of adequate oxygen supply to the fetus.

I felt nausea.

Like someone just took the ground under my feet.

We run to make some more tests, and it was unclear.

I made an ambryol monitor every day. Counted movements, and prayed.

And at week 36 the doc said that if we wont get the baby out now he thinks that he wont pass the labor.

I got hospitalized that day. We got the contractions going artificially, to accelerate birth.

4 hours later my water broke. No one believed it would happen so soon.

The nurse said we have to get the baby out because there is to much lymphocytes in my blood, it might be an infection that could influence the baby!

I was in panic.

There was no free labor room.

We waited 4 more hours . I was sure im about to die🤣. The contractions got stronger but the baby monitor was weaker😔.

I was crawling in the hole begging for help, and then a room was available!!

As soon as i got into the room i felt my baby’s head going out.

I delivered a beautiful baby boy, 2 kg of pure love.

Im sharing this because i really believe that theres always hope.

It can always get better.

And of you experience despair or anxiety, just don’t give up!

There is always hope!