Navys bad timing

Right now my husband is in school in another state. He left in January and graduates in June, twelve days before we are due to welcome another baby girl to the family.

We really miss him, obviously. Last night he got his deployment schedule for his ship. He leaves a month and a half after my due date is going to be gone a minimum of six months. I know all of this is just part of being a military family and looking back maybe right now wasn't the best time to add to our family but what's done is done.

I'm really praying hard that I don't go early and he misses the delivery but each baby had come earlier than the last so far. I've been doing it all by myself for the last few months and I was just looking towards that light at the end of the tunnel and now that's tunnel has just gotten way longer. I'm really sad he's going to miss so much of our baby's first year. And I'm scared about having three kids, three and under all on my own every day.

Everything is going to be okay. I mean it has to be right?