I’m a SAHM of 5! Just had our 5th baby in December. I’m exclusively breastfeeding him. My guy works a lot. He provides a lot. But because both us own our own companies, work isn’t really work lol. I’m a illustrator and we own a food truck. He works the truck events.

In between events he gets to hang out, he works with friends.. and they go to the casino and fart around. He goes and plays baseball, he goes with friends to play paintball, and he’s planning a big fishing trip.

A part of me loves that he’s social and gets to have fun. He well deserves it. But I got my first bit of jealousy the other day. I’ve been in desperate need of a hair appointment. I want a balayage and cut. Those appointments can run up to 6 hours for me. We don’t have family or friends that can babysit our whole crew. And he literally works every single day.

I don’t have friends. I have acquaintances and everything but we all have hella kids and stay at home. It’s not the same as just going out for lunch with the girls- worry free. I know I took on this responsibility when we family planned. I love my life and family.. but shit.

When do I get ME time? I mentioned wanting to get my hair and nails done. A massage. Something nice. And told him how long that could take. He says, “you gotta wait, honey..” can’t I get a bit of sympathy??

no tattoos, no hair, no nails.

No social life with adults.