My husband and I have been trying so hard to have a baby 💔 It has been two years and still nothing.....it is killing me inside I feel like I am less of a woman......I just want to be a mom so bad. I see all of these beautiful mothers and I am so extremely happy for them but deep down it hurts even more. I see people having kids and giving them up and I just don't understand why someone can have a child and give them up and I can't even have one 💔 I honestly am killing myself over it 😔