My ob refuses to let me take any (even spoke to my psych). I've been on them since I was 15... Almost 10 years. I have Bipolar 2 and the depression with it's breaking me. Especially with hormones and all that's happened so far with my pregnancy.

I've tried talking about it and all they say is "no it's not safe if you want this pregnancy". I've lost three of course I want this pregnancy, but the depressions making me think I don't even want to be alive so how is that helping anything.

I feel like such a bad mom for wanting to go against my obs orders.