Hi I'm new to the group. I had little Anastasia on October 22nd making her 30 weeks gestational. She weighed 3lbs and 1oz. She coming on to two weeks now and it amazes me how much she's grown already. Being a NICU mom is definitely hard especially because she's my first. Some days are easy and some days I just want to cry because she's not home with me. I find my strength through her because I know she needs me to be strong for her. She's been having Brady's which is really scary and just found out the other day she has a level 2 brain bleed on her left side. They doctors and nurses tell me not to worry but I can't help but freak out. It's only week two and it's already been a lot.