I have no one else to talk to about how I am feeling right now, I am 26 weeks pregnant and I truly feel like this baby is saving my life but I am not thankful for it. I wanted to end my life today, but I will not end this baby’s life too. I often think to myself “doesn’t everyone think about killing themself every now and then?” Legitimately thinking the way I feel is normal, I’m sure everyone thinks about this right