Body depression

Imogen

Hey so I’m really struggling with my weight, Ive put on so much weight around my stomach area, idk if it’s due to the pill or not and i feel horrendous about my body 24/7. I cry at least 2 times a day about my weight and I just re tried on my bikini for my holiday in a month and cried, I feel disgusting every time I look at myself. I’m at the gym daily and I’m 4 days into my diet. I feel like I can’t speak to anyone about it because ‘im skinny’ yes I’m skinny with a high metabolism but for me I feel and look fat, this is the heaviest for me I’ve been. I just feel so alone about it and idk what to do

Ps- please only helpful responses instead of you’re skinny so it’s fine