Literally since I can remember-- All the way back to the beginning of high school-- everything about me has stayed exactly the same.

My weight and my hair length tho really bother me.

I'm not overweight or underweight. But I look medium sized but just super soft. (5'6" -- 135 lbs.

And my hair??? I could grow it for years and it only grows to the exact same length to just barely under my boob area.

The reason I'm so so so frustrated is because I've spent YEARS on strict diets. Like so so so strict. Only to look exactly the same. Not just dieting, but exercising religiously. Staying active outside of working out. Taking adderall. Etc. Anything you can think diet wise, I've done. But I mean I've tried for YEARS. and I always think I've changed until someone takes a pic of me and I look the same!

Like wtf.

And my hair, I've done everything to grow it and it will never get any longer.

I'm starting to come to terms with genetics but seriously why cant I lose weight? Why wont my hair grow any longer?

I'm pretty average so I really cant be mad or ungrateful, but I just dont understand why my efforts never have any positive outcome...