I had an abortion 2 years ago but now I want a baby. Idk I want a baby but I still don’t want to be pregnant or go through child birth. I wanted to be in a healthy relationship/be married before I had kids but now I don’t want to wait for that but I also don’t want to have a child because it’s just idk basic I guess so many girls have babies and are single and I just wanna be the odd one out I don’t wanna be like everyone else. I want what I feel is the norm a husband and than kids not kids than a husband who isn’t the father.