Sooo I’ve been thinking about my sexuality a lot. A lot of my friends are trying to get me to think about what it is. (I’ve only dated 2 people and boy were guys)

Every time I’ve been asked about my sexuality I’ve said “I don’t know/ does it matter” because I honestly don’t care. I just want someone to be able to love me for who I really am and be able to deal with my family. I want someone that I can make happy and someone that can help me be better.

I told this to a newer friend of mine and she almost immediately asked me if I was pansexual. I had never really thought about it and I don’t really know if I am or what is going on in my head. The more I talked to people or the more it was brought up by my friends the more people would ask me about it.

I guess I’m just confused and unsure about myself. And I just don’t really know what to do..... please don’t judge me, I just don’t understand and I want to. Please help... I don’t have anyone close that I can talk to about stuff like this...