I thought this would be my month. Started bleeding today...

I had taken 100mg of Clomid. Ive been exercising regularly for the past 2 months. I've been taking prenatals, supplements,... Myo-inositol, ubiquinol, Vitex, daily vitamins. I've been eating better. Charting temps. Staying positive...up until today.

I feel as if I can't do this anymore. I've been to the fertility doctors. I've had tests done, so has my husband. Nobody can find anything wrong with either of us. I am just so defeated. So tired of feeling the disappointment month after month. It's been 2 years and I feel like I'm the hugest failure. I remember at this point last year when I was so sure I'd get pregnant within the year. And now, here I am again...one year later, still not pregnant, feeling way less sure.

I don't want to chart anymore. I don't want to count days and use OPKs and examine CM and have timed intercourse because it all feels like I'm doing it for nothing. I want to be like seemingly everybody else who just happens to have random sex once and "omg I'm pregnant!"

I'm just.....tired, and very, very sad.