Do you ever move on?
Here I am tossing and turning tonight...digging up the past and wondering if you ever get over it.
No....not my first love...my second one. The one that got to your inner most being and taught you things about yourself you didn't even care to know. The one that knew exactly what to say at the right time right place.
It's been almost 7 years since I seen his face. 7 years since the day he left me, pregnant, for his ex. And I still think about him every. single. day.
I've been married for almost 5 years now, my daughter is 6 and has never seen him. My husband wants to adopt her and I still can't get him out of my head.
He knew the parts of me no one else knows. He was my best friend. He was everything to me. But he left me, he deserted me in a time when I needed him the most. He left me a single mom to take care of myself. I did it. I pressed on and I fought for what I have but I still care. I still in a way love him. I see him everyday in my daughter and am reminded of what we had.
What do I do? Does it ever get better? Do you ever stop clinging to the hope they will text you?
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