Depression thoughts

Does anyone else that has depression ever feel like you wouldnt mind dying. Not committing suicide but sometimes you think you wouldn't mind if you just didnt wake up, you pass from natural causes or an unknown illness.

Sometimes it gets to be so overwhelming having depression and not feeling like anyone in your real life can understand what your brain makes you go through. The constant thoughts of not being good enough, feeling worthless, and just wanting to not exist sometimes gets overwhelming