Trying so hard not to think selfishly atm...(Poss Trigger)

So we have been waiting weeks already for an appointment to find out why we have had 3 miscarriages in a row, to be told that appointments are being suspended so we now have an unknown waiting time on top of that we applied to become a puppy trainer for the guide dogs to help distract us and that has also been postponed with no end time in sight...

I know with all what's going on that for most it would be the last thing to worry about but personally for us we are young and healthy and arent worried about getting coronavirus (obviously taking the right precautions but if we get it then we get it 🤷‍♀️)

But when you've gone through 7 months of miscarriages one after the other, then had holiday plans cancelled, then had all future plans cancelled I cant help but be upset and angry 🤦‍♀️