A friend of mine today told me she was expecting. Of course I’m happy, I’m not a crappy person but I am also a little bummed. This friend didn’t want kids for the longest time ever I on the other hand have been struggling to convince baby #2 my daughter is 6. I was laying in bed almost in tears because of jealousy and thinking that it will never happen for me again and I’m scrolling through Insta and this picture comes up. Is it a sign? Or am I crazy? I believe in God but I’m struggling with my faith I want to believe I really do but I’m doubtful.

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